Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Count On Me ! :)


Assalamualaikun.. (: hello reader.. 

i just want to share a song that remind me of my best friend ( my twin actually )..this song were so perfect to us.. guest what.? its remind me about our's memory.. so just enjoy it! :)




If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you



p/s :: just pray for us.. hopefully our friendship will never end! :) thanks

Monday, May 20, 2013

keep calm & carry on

Assalamualaikum my dear blog, 


Yes, SPM is just around the corner. I'm so not ready to face music. Its creepy when I think about it and will be more creepy if it comes. Well, you know my future lies on SPM. I should have studied hard since the first day the school started. But I didn't and now I regret for wasting time doing those useless stuffs. How stupid I was? I didn't realize it and I never realize it even though I know that SPM is just a few month from now. Well, with just a few month left I hope I'm able to catch up everything. My second trial was a disaster too. I think my percentage will decrease and I'll be going down to the second place. Uhhh. Whatever. It doesn't matter anymore. SPM is what really matters now. I did study for Chemistry and Sejarah today but its not enough I'm going to continue after this. I really need to stay away from internet and TV.


 I need to be more cool after this since there are a lot of pressure around me. The tense I have when I study, those noisy sounds I heard outside of my bedroom is really stress me out. It could lead to unstable feeling and eventually could make me give up. Seriously, I can handle all of those pressure wisely. Everything that is going on in my life is just uncontrollable. I have no idea why does it happen now. The nearer to the SPM days, the more tense I'll be facing. And I have no idea why does it mix with a sorrow and lonely feelings inside of me. I get confused. My mind is distracted by those unwanted feelings. I really wish it will go away. There was a night that I cried so hard thinking about the mistakes that I have done in my entire life. I questioned all of my fate. And life becomes so hard after that. Nothing made sense to me anymore. I was hoping, like really really hoping that I can turn back time. I miss my old life. The time before he appeared was the best time of my life. There was no problem, no burden, and no sadness in my life. *sigh* I should not write about this. This is just too emotional. I guess I was just influenced by the drama on TV. Huhh. Hate this.





So I really wish I can do my very best in SPM. I will.  InsyAllah. I hope there will be nothing can stop me. What really matters for now is my future. I will never waste my life. NEVER EVER. I'll try to achieve all of my dreams. Please, pray for me. That's all. Bye!