Count On Me ! :)

Assalamualaikun.. (: hello reader.. 

i just want to share a song that remind me of my best friend ( my twin actually )..this song were so perfect to us.. guest what.? its remind me about our's memory.. so just enjoy it! :)

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh

yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song

beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will

remind you

Ohh

Find out what we're made of

When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

You'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh

Yeah Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go

Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

You'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh

you can count on me cos' I can count on you

click here to hear the song! :)

p/s :: just pray for us.. hopefully our friendship will never end! :) thanks

keep calm & carry on

Assalamualaikum my dear blog, 

Yes, SPM is just around the corner. I'm so not ready to face music. Its creepy when I think about it and will be more creepy if it comes. Well, you know my future lies on SPM. I should have studied hard since the first day the school started. But I didn't and now I regret for wasting time doing those useless stuffs. How stupid I was? I didn't realize it and I never realize it even though I know that SPM is just a few month from now. Well, with just a few month left I hope I'm able to catch up everything. My second trial was a disaster too. I think my percentage will decrease and I'll be going down to the second place. Uhhh. Whatever. It doesn't matter anymore. SPM is what really matters now. I did study for Chemistry and Sejarah today but its not enough I'm going to continue after this. I really need to stay away from internet and TV.


 I need to be more cool after this since there are a lot of pressure around me. The tense I have when I study, those noisy sounds I heard outside of my bedroom is really stress me out. It could lead to unstable feeling and eventually could make me give up. Seriously, I can handle all of those pressure wisely. Everything that is going on in my life is just uncontrollable. I have no idea why does it happen now. The nearer to the SPM days, the more tense I'll be facing. And I have no idea why does it mix with a sorrow and lonely feelings inside of me. I get confused. My mind is distracted by those unwanted feelings. I really wish it will go away. There was a night that I cried so hard thinking about the mistakes that I have done in my entire life. I questioned all of my fate. And life becomes so hard after that. Nothing made sense to me anymore. I was hoping, like really really hoping that I can turn back time. I miss my old life. The time before he appeared was the best time of my life. There was no problem, no burden, and no sadness in my life. *sigh* I should not write about this. This is just too emotional. I guess I was just influenced by the drama on TV. Huhh. Hate this.




So I really wish I can do my very best in SPM. I will.  InsyAllah. I hope there will be nothing can stop me. What really matters for now is my future. I will never waste my life. NEVER EVER. I'll try to achieve all of my dreams. Please, pray for me. That's all. Bye!

they gone :'(

heyy everybody!! *ASALAMUALAIKUM* :)

(this just a story :p )

when we first time meet, I saw that u are kind, pretty, cute, and everything.. start that day, I always hoping that we can be friend.. and it came true.. we be come a good friend.. and we getting closer and more closer.. until, a few of people (our friend too) did not like our friendship.. maybe you do not even notice it but I do.. Still, it never ruin our friendship.. seriously, I am happy with that.. :)

 you are the best friend that i ever have.. :) thank you for that.. i hope you will always with me and be my best friend for ever.. :) and never leave me like my other friend did.. :'(

#S E L A M A T P E T A N G # :)

alaaa.... :p

Assalamuakaikum.. :)

alaaa, penat la tahun nie..  byk betul kelas-kelas tambahan.. emm memandangkan tahun nie spm,, so, mau tak mau kena juga pergi ke semua kelas.. :) never mind derra.. u can do it! just think about your spm and your future.. :))

untk kawan2 aku yg lain tu.. terutamanya my twin tu ( yg da pindah kat KK da.. :( )... harap2 korg xla pemalas sgt mcm aku nie.. huhu.. :p jadi kita boleh sama sama pass with flaying colour :) !! yaehhh.. we can do it! :p

N E W P A G E S.. :p

S A L A M.. :)

hey my blog.. lama da x main blog.. :p but.....,,, emm,  nevermind ;p btw, i am happy with my life now.. :p but, aku masi terus berusaha utk membaiki diri.. :) YOU CAN DERRA! :) next year (2013) i will sitting on my biggest examination in my life, SPM.. scaryy.. :(
but i will do the best as can as i do.. :p i will never give up.. inshaAllah.. :)

anyway.. aku rindu dgn kwn2 la.. terutamanya my twin.. skrg nie kami da jauh da..
S A D ! ! ! :'(
seorg kat sdk, seorg lagi kat kk.. tapi tidak apa sebab WE WILL NEVER APART.. ;p i'm sure about that.. :) because we are TWIN.. heheh ;)
inshaAllah.. kami akan jumpa kat kk nnti.. :) harap2 jadi la plan kami nie.. sebab lama suda kami x jumpa.. :) i wonder, mcm mana la my twin skrg nie?
ada perubahan ka? :p I MISS U *farisha irwayu*

in another hand, aku binggung juga nie.. mcm mna nak cari komik yg sesuai dgn kwn aku yg sorg nie.. :) yg penting, aku mesti carikan buku komik yg the best for her.. :)
because, it maybe bring a lot of meaning for her..
I HOPE SO>> :)

see me again.. :))

hello eveyone.. :)) *ASALAMUALAIKUM


it was quiet long i had been here.. :) how are u blogger? reader?? i hope u in pink...

since i had not here.. many thing had happen.. such as, i just complate my last examination.. i hope i will get result with fling colour.. hehe actually, i miss my old friend.. every single one of them..  i wish i can meet them again.. that must be greet!! right?? ;) having a cup of coke ;p, wacthing movie ect.. ect... :D by the way, tomorrow i will come to my twin ( bff ) house.. insyallah.. just pray 4 me so i can meet her tomorrow.. xD and maybe that will be our last meet, because she and her family will move to kota kinbabalu.. :'( sadness thing for me.. i will lost one of my very best friend..

#i donno anything or have a plan for next year.. i will sitting for spm,, but i still not ready for it.. so, can anyone of u that your hand for me..? i really need it!!

p/s:: sorry.. klu BI bertabur.. xD baru bljr.. ;D

aku hanya manusia biasa..

salam.. :)

ada persoalan yang mungkin x terjawab dlm diri ini..
adakah aku seorg kawan yg jahat? adakah aku x pernah fhm keperitan org lain? adakah aku seorg yg melupakan kwn?

ya rabbi apa suda yang telah aku lakukan.. aku langsung x pernah ambil kisah lagi tenteng kwn baik ku.. aku xpernah pun terfikir yang dy akan menghadapi masalah yg besar.. tp sebaliknya aku sentiasa dgn kebahagian aku sendiri.. apa yg tlh aku lakukan, ya Allah... aku berasa sunggu serba salah terhadapnya.. aku amat syg dgn kwn baik ku  sorg nie.. dy adalah kwn yg lain dpd yg lain.. dy adalah kawn yg blh memimpin aku ke jln Mu..
sejujurnya, aku amat merindui dirinya.. aku mau sgt jumpa dgn dy.. bantula aku ya Allah..
dy adalah kwn dunia dan akhirat ku..

#ya Allah, tabahkan lah hatinya dlm apa jua cubaan yg Engkaw berikan.. berilah kebahagian kpd nya serta keluarga nya dan jauhi la dy dpd api neraka mu..