Sunday, June 19, 2011

the FUNNY thing

One day I was on the phone with my fiancé. We were talking about our relationship and all the things we had been through together. I said to him the thing that surprises me the most is the drama I went through in my mind. I said to him that the first time I saw him I was afraid to talk to him, and then when I met him I was afraid to kiss him, after we kissed I was afraid to love him and now that I love him the only thing that I am deadly afraid of is losing him. Now the weird part is after we had gotten off the phone I went on the internet and I checked my email. I got a forwarded message from my cousin with a beautiful poem on it and to my surprise the poem said to me in almost the exact same word what I had just come from telling him. My only comment was, "now that is what you call a twist of fate". I know I posted this in the humor section but I wasn't sure where it fell, it isn't haha funny but it is coincidental, at least for me.

Me anD my tWin.. I miss you..







Rindunya aku dgn bff aku nie..
Dialah kwn aku yg paling aku SYG!!!! ;p
FARISYA IRWAYU!!!! 
I miss you... :)

the story of Bear and bunny

This is an unusual story of a girl and a boy who met over the Internet and fell in love. Not so unusual, you can say, that happens all the time. Well, not to a woman who was once anti-American and not to a man whose first impression of this girl was, well, goofy.




She's from Manila.
He's from Texas.
She loves coffee.
He takes tea.
He loves milk.



She wouldn't drink the stuff to save her life.
But one night, in a chatroom where someone who called himself  "Antonio Banderas" began getting fresh with the ladies, and in particular started to cyber-pinch Bun's buns, Bear stepped in and, like a gallant knight of old, told Antonio where he could shove his contemptuousness. Okay, so maybe the knights didn't talk that way. But you get the idea. And so Bear and Bun met. But they didn't live happily ever after. Not yet.
First, they had to lose touch for 6 months. Blame it on Daylight Savings Time. Absence must have made their hearts grow fonder because after they got reacquainted, they also started to write each other apart from their daily hour-long chats.
It was that way for a year. During that time they shared pictures, jokes, packages, problems, joys and secrets. They started chatting more, 3 hours each day now. They had gotten to know each other so well that he could tell when she needed his support, and she could tell when he needed hers. And they gave to each other willingly.
Finally, an opportunity for them to meet arose, the tension was high.
Will he like me?
Will she like me?
The plane landed. She got out and claimed her luggage. He wasn't there yet. As if she needed to be any more nervous. He was running late. Of ALL the days for traffic to go crazy, it had to be today. He parked his truck and practically ran into the airport. She turned. He was walking towards her clutching a box of chocolates in one hand, a bouquet of flowers in the other, and the biggest grin you could ever see on a man. She couldn't imagine how she'd looked, but she was pretty sure you could stuff a watermelon slice in her mouth sideways.


It's been 3 years since.
They're getting married in 2002.


Bear and Bunny


Love biRds


Two lonely cranes sail through the crimson light,
In silhuoette
And landed,
More graceful than a ballerina's grace.

He nudged her head affectionately,
She kissed him.
He slowly caresses her arm,
She began exploring the gentle curve of his neck...
trailing kisses...
here...
and
there...

He whispered a sweet melody into her ear,
She bubbled with joyous laughter.

Two bodies entwine before the glowing sunset.
Driven by passions they began to call each other's name.
Faster and faster,
Sweating with rapid, heavy breathing,
Both trying to match the desires for each other.

And then a whirring object slice through the blood red sky.

Silence.

Dead silence.

Seems like eternity.

He fell to the ground with a heartbreaking thud.
Looked into her dark lovely eyes now swimming in tears,
So beautiful...

With the last of his effort
He gave her a sweet caw:

I love you my love, 
You were the reason of my very existence. 
Until death do us apart. 

Fly my love, fly into the heavenly sky. 
One day, we shall meet again. 
And this time, not even death can do us apart. 
He smiled serenely,
Fighting to keep his increasingly heavy eyelids open.

And then a wail...
Deep...
Long...
And scorching...
As if something was dying of a heart wound.

The sun is sinking in the horizon,
Silently weeping as her life-giving arms retreats.

She turned to the sky,
And flew as her lover commanded.
Oh my brave one...
Flew higher
And higher
And higher
And higher
Her graceful arms never a moment faltering.

Oh how peaceful it is up here...
The stars are slowly twinkling away from their daylight shyness.

And she swooped down.
Flew lower
And lower
And lower
And lower
Suddenly into the rock beside her beloved.

She gave him a sweet caw:

Do not leave yet, my love 
I am coming too. 
She kissed him.

The hunter slowly emerged from the forest,
Bow in one hand and a rope in another.
He kneel down in front of the lovers.

Looks up into the bittersweet sky, and see
Just as the sun's final rays descends into complete darkness.
Just as the two lovers hurry to catch the chariot into perpetual happiness.

He shook his head sadly
As he tied both cranes.

Tonight, his family won't starve

Friday, June 10, 2011

Taylor Swift - Back To December



I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html |]

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Demi Lovato And Selena Gomez -One And The Same / download

It's me and my twin.. ;p